Get Used to it, It's There Forever...

My Mom is Bipolar. It's really hard having someone in your family with a mental illness. Its hard to tell when she's going to get sick.This weekend I'm going somewhere I've been looking forward to going, and it turns out she might not be well enough to go!! I know its not my fault when she gets sick, but sometimes it's hard to think positive. When she's in the hospital, I feel I have to take her place, and do things such as laundry ,and other cleaning activities. I love her so much I couldn't tell you, but I wish she could be normal for once!