A Wish

Its sad to think that a parent can intentionally injure their child, hit them, kick them and say such horrible things, threaten their life and tell them no one loves them and never will.

Whenever I hear of some parent doing such things to their kid I get furious, but I can't understand how when my own mother and father do it I blame myself and never fight back. Ever since I can remember I've been told I don't deserve to live, I should do the world a favor and go kill myself etc... I've been hit and kicked and burned and dragged by my hair, and I'm still not sure why any of this happened, because I didn't finnish my home work, or didn't fold the laundry before an unspecified time.

More so than just that I was never allowed to tell a soul, I couldn't tell my teachers because my mom was their colleague and my mom told me all my friends were only my friends because their parents made them.

It was so wrong what they did to me and my brother and sister. I feel though I'm a bit luckier than they are even though because i was the oldest and ADD I got most of it, my siblings seem a lot more screwed up from it all than I am. Or maybe I am just being to stubborn to realize I'm in a lot more pain than I let on.

My one wish I have is that family and friends and teachers would listen better to the cries of children, the one time I told the truth about a bruise everyone thought i was lying just to get attention. But there were many more signs that teachers should have picked up on that I didn't even realize I was doing. All children should be loved by someone and not hated by their parents. Its as simple as that.

And no child or person should be molested or raped and be unable to tell their parents for fear they'll be hit. I wish anyone who comes to this site or has such problems the best, and that they eventually get the love they deserve.